Wednesday, 27 March 2013

Note from The Educator

She's so blindingly inspiring. Though she's no longer young, she has spirit and critical thinking level even way higher and more superb than people at my age. What a shame. But this is real. Here's my favorite quote of hers based on her content of cognition.

Ladies and gents, I present you,

Sister FRANCESCO MARIANTI OSU.





"Indeed, it's educator's pride and joy to know that they have help a student to acquire new character and become a 'successful person' in their life. When that happens, we - as educator - may smile happily."

"Character is the sum total of thousands of daily attempts to develop what is best in one's self"


M A R V E L O U S

Tuesday, 19 March 2013

Undeniably Longing for This Togetherness :))

I can't remember when exactly I joined Access English Department Magz. Pity me! Tapi yeee, walopun syusye nginget kapan tepatnya bergabung dengan skuad pena dan papan ketik ini, semua kenangan yang pernah gw lewatin bareng mereka. The ups and downs. The long and winding road. A place to share the happiness-sadness-bitterness of college life. A place to indulge the madness of college tasks. A perfect getaway. The coziest rectangular room in F building. THEY'RE NOT no, NEVER GONNA FADE OUT! Oh, for god's sake! How I'm longing for this togethernessssssssssss...........

*The Covers


*After meeting. Finished late. Don't believe the dates in the photos, anyway.



*Jroj, share the lunacy, puhlease! hahaha


*ASYIKDAHH :D Leony and Alfandy if i'm not mistaken? :P


*Mina Padi? Minahasa? LOL.


*That 'headache' styleee xDD


*Maximizing the background setting for Cover #19


*Before photo shoot



*ACCESS CREWS


all of a sudden, the memory of me and one of my best, @widayaniutami strikes back. in mid 2007, when we WERE freshmen, *HAHAHA, I still remember how did it feel, tho* we were so curious about the room 512. we saw many cool guys went in and out :P we decided to take a sneak peek into that 'sacred room' WHALLA! they were having a meeting, apparently, i thought to myself. wida and I crouched behind the door and quietly whispered, "one day, we don't know when, we'll be ONE OF THEM!" thank goodness we definitely made it. MADE IT. It was a bolt from the blue to us. :))

Thank you so mucho macho, Access English Department's Magazine UKSW, for every lesson I learned. 



Love,

Nissa '07130





*Fyi, this photo has been a controversy regarding the improper pose I showed. It was quite a matter since we'd use this as our identity as 'PRESS'. LOL. xD





Sunday, 10 March 2013

Let's Play Together: @mewwire - Behind The Drapes

Prolog: This @mewwire song jauntily stroke my ears couple years ago. it's my 3rd fave song from @mewwire right after Special and The Zookeeper's Boy. well, here we go. here we go again. let's find something strangelic behind the drapes :)







All of us now
Bent as we fall
To amorous light
We call out
Why are we so alone
Even with company?
If not the moon
Will us guide
Will then the street light?

All of us now
Breathe it like smoke
To know what it's like
Breathing to choke

Well for nine days
A small moth has
Tried to escape
Our bedroom

Why are we so alone
Even with company?
We are the prey
For each day
A striking distance

Why are we so alone
Even with company?
If not the moon
Will us guide
Will then the street light?

Why are we so alone
Even with company?
We are the prey
For each day
A striking distance

Saturday, 9 March 2013

Tuesday, 5 March 2013

Lucid Dream: Dream the Lucidity




Bedar, the Watchman, caught Nasrudin prising open the window of his own bedroom from the outside, in the depths of night.
“What are you doing, Mulla? Locked out?”
“Hush! They say I walk in my sleep. I am trying to surprise myself and find out.”
 

Dreaming is more like world making than like letter writing. Why do we have to dream of something? is it important to have a vivid bound between dreams and reality? hahaha, let's ask Richard Sanderson who sang "Reality" in which said, "dreams are my reality. the only kind of real fantasy.."

And if, as we have seen, an uninterpreted dream isn't like an unopened letter, then what is it like? Having demolished a popular proverb, let us replace it with another, that seems to come closer to doing the dream justice: "an uninterpreted dream is like an uninterpreted poem".

Dreams have much more in common with poems than they do with letters. The word poem is derived from a Greek very meaning to create, and what's more to argue that the essence of dreaming is closer to creation than to communication. Are all poems equally worth interpreting? Are all poems equally coherent, effective, or worth reading? If you wrote a dozen poems a night every night of your life, what do you suppose you would find among your several hundred thousand poems. All masterpieces? Not likely. All trash? Not likely either. What you would expect is that among great piles of trivial doggerel, there would be a smaller pile of excellent poems, but no more than a handful or perfect masterpieces. When you have to do five or six shows every night, many of them are likely to lack inspiration. It is true that you can cultivate your dream life so that the time you spend there will grow more rewarding as the years pass. But why should you expect that every one of your dreams is worth taking the time to interpret? And yet, if a poem or a dream calls out to you to interpret it, by all means find out what it means. 

source: http://www.lucidity.com/

awkey, well then. i'll see you soon, mates! don't push yourself way too hard, or else limbo awaits! cheerio!


Saturday, 2 March 2013

Let's Play Together: Club 8 - Whatever You Want

Prolog: it's just another sweet harmonious song I love back then in my early college year. everytime I listen to this piece, time like travels me towards a past time. well, I really enjoy it. hope you do too! XO





am I ok here?
I think you ought to know this
another day
not unlike any other
it's been like this so long

are you ok dear?
I know I should have noticed
a quiet day
not unlike any other
it's been like this so long

whatever you want from me
whoever I try to be

I will never be there
I can never be her
in your society

am I ok dear?
I think you want to know this
duties I leave
not to take on another

and if I don't fall this night
I will have to go along
unless something strange will happen

there's still something to be done
this story will go on for long

Friday, 1 March 2013

Will Future Torture or Enrapture?





Future is unknown
Nothing about it is shown
And so future we do not own
So confusion has grown

Now we may plan
But, God may ban
We may think we can
But God is superior to man

We can never predict
As fate will contradict
Through a different verdict
But, God, we cannot indict

Future is a guarded secret
Which may give a regret
Or success we may get
None can know it, I bet

For future if we carefully save
We will not be poverty's slave
We will not maroon in worry-wave
We can in life very boldly behave

If our plans have loopholes
We will have dolorous souls
Will be perforated our goals
Our losses, the World condoles

Plans can be for future made
With the hope of getting shade
All our duties we must not evade
Real grit must be by us displayed

Future is surely an uncertainty
It may give calamity or equanimity
Hoping has got an excellent utility
Future is safe via a sterling quality

Future will become excellent
If using of present is intelligent
Better to be in life boldly nonchalant
Calmly waiting is in itself a fine talent

As a secret let future remain
Let us postpone our pain
If it becomes a gain
We will feel immensely fine

-Mailrangam Visvanathan Venkataraman-


           
What would you like to accomplish in your future? Do you have great expectations about it? You may say you want to have a beautiful life, rich family, a never ending success, without imperfection? Well, to achieve all those magnificent dreams you can’t just imagine those things will happen in a twinkling. What you need to do is to react, do real action, don’t just boast around. This poem thoroughly represents the theme “Self-Development”; how future is explained, how to harmonize our plans and our future, and how God partakes in building up our future.
            The very first stanza shows the real state of the future itself. The poet wrote that future is unknown. We can’t predict what will happen to us later in the future. Things that we have planned will (not) only be fulfilled, depending on God’s will. Just like the writer tried to convey through the third and fourth line in this stanza; “And so future we don’t own, so confusion has grown.”
            You might have and kept asking questions why God doesn’t give us a complete vision of our future later? Why don’t we know our future from now? The second and third stanzas attempt to answer your and others’ questions about how we know our future. Since humans are only humans, we are God’s creations, God is always superior to human beings.
            Imagine we all know that 20 years from now one of you will be the president of Indonesia, what do you feel now? You may turn out to be an arrogant, high-hatted, and swelled-headed person as you know exactly that you will be a president in the future. However, if the reverse things happen to you, let’s say, 20 years later you will experience such dreadful natural disasters like tsunami, floods, and volcano eruption, what is in your mind now? Yapp, you will undergo such a terrified and shuddered life, right? You might  drown into deep eeriness, stop seeking your success and just simply let them go awry.
             Well, let’s refer back to the poetry, in the fifth stanza, it is engraved that future is a guarded secret, yet, in the next stanzas, the poet composed the poem in such ways to remind us of the need to synchronize our plans and our future. None of us know in what ways we achieve our goals and how we end up later. It first appeared when you first entered this much-loved English Department. You barely had an idea of what would happen and experience, what grades you will attain, who your lecturers are, what kind of lecturing you will obtain, etc.
            In order to reach the maximum success in your life, just make it specified, in your learning process now, you have to try your best, study and struggle hard, and always remember to give your adoration to the Almighty Lord. In the same way as the poet noted down in the seventh and eighth stanzas; plans can be made, dedication can be changeable, and efforts can be strived, yet, it all reverts to God’s will.
            All the things that we do nowadays will absolutely affect our future, including the good and the bad. What we need to do is to strengthen our faith and believe that God is giving the best to us. Then, it becomes our duty to pursue our dreams and continue struggling. Keep it in your mind that God makes every single thing so delightful and pleasing in the right time and in the right place. Last but not least, as I watched an inspirational video entitled ‘Life is like a cup of coffee’ by an unknown author, it is proposed that, “The happiest people don’t have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything.” Live simply. Speak kindly. Care deeply. Love generously. Cheers!           

Poetry source: www.poemhunter.com
Special thanks to mbak Endah. super motivator! 

*well, this was an article published in my faculty's magz where I belonged.. longed for.. for.. for.. like ever..