Let's Play Together: Phoenix - If I Ever Feel Better

  


  They say an end can be a start

Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that's fading away

You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away

Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Ghirlanda ;))

Hey, helloooooooo there! It's been quite a while.. :)) The bumpy road has passed but it successfully left marks on my bare feet. Anyway, let's just get rid of those craps a-WHILE..

Her name is Ghirlanda (I forget to ask her fullname, geez!) She's a half Indonesian and a half German. She's pretty and cute like daffodils.. I like spending time with her talking drips and draps :))

Here's one silly and backstabbing little convo with her this afternoon when she was about to finish her lunch..

Miss Nissa : Hai G! How're you?

Gie            : I'm fine. Miss, ngomongnya pake bahasa Indonesia aja ya? aku soalnya.. umm.. aku susah bahasa Inggrisnya.. hihihi *giggling*

Miss Nissa : Oh, oke.. Gie bawa bekal apa hari ini?

Gie             : Aku bawa stroberi, Miss.. *munching her strawberries*

Miss Nissa  : Wahh, cepet juga makannya Gie, buru-buru?

Gie             : Iya Miss, *cleaning her mouth and neaten her lunch box* Miss, aku mau pergi dulu ya..

Miss Nissa : Loh, mau kemana, Gie?
 
Gie             : Aku mau ketemu temenku dulu Miss! Dia lagi patah hati, ditinggal sama pacarnya!

Miss Nissa : *WHAT ON EARTH IS THIS KID TALKING ABOUT??!!!!*

Gie            : Itu tuh Miss, namanya Maxine! Udah ya Miss, dadahh *waving her hand*

Miss Nissa : Oh crap, what is this all about? *swore and LOL-ing*

baru-baru ini..

"telah habiskah gaya gravitasiku, sehingga kerap ku merasa kau mulai menjauh dari orbitku?"

hubungan-hubungan pendek membikin kita yakin bahwa cinta itu tidak istimewa-istimewa amat.

mencantumkan penggalan "Larung" karya Ayu Utami.

current circumstances #1

apparently I have been thrown back to the college life. it's far more complicated, tho. educational concern. oh, gawd. 3 days in a life time.

and as Curriculum 2013 arrives, I have to prepare good byes to English subject for elementary school. it'll only be an extracurricular activity.

well, I shouldn't be way too overrated in responding this issue, at least I have to keep one thing on my mind,

YOUR JOB IS NOT YOUR CAREER.

Acknowledgement ;)

*recalling the good time, wait, one of the best moments in my up-to-now life. 

Prominently foremost I express my sincerest gratefulness to my supervisor and my examiner, Prof. Dr. I. G. Gusti Astika, M. A. and Anne I. Timotius, S. Pd., M. Ed, who have given me guidance, knowledge, or courage throughout the process of finishing this study. Without their helpful support, this study would not have been completed. I simply could not wish for more dependable or friendlier supervisor and examiner. Thanks, Pak! Thanks, Ci!

This bachelor dissertation would not have been feasible without the insights and the help of several individuals who in one way or another also offered and contributed their valuable assistance in the preparation and completion of this study. Lovka Toriselli has helped me in giving valuable brainwaves, detailed explanation about advertising field along with his delighting motivation. Maria Novi Puspita Sari, a 2006‟s student of Fiskom UKSW, for the thoughts and idea clashing she has shared about advertising and communication field. The progress of this study would not be suave without Pemia Peak, a fellow student of Deskomvis-FSSR UNS Solo, for keeping me stocked with general supplies of “Suave” Catalog Magazine.

Days by days I have been blessed with friendly and optimistic groups of fellow students whom I couldn‟t mention name by name: Access ED‟s Magazine, all Access‟ crews, EDers all angkatan, all my outstanding, encouraging, and heartening friends at The Jondeses and Padepokan Resse Mak Rempong: There are no more precise adjectives to express my gratitude for you all, guys. You guys have made and will always make my life so multicolored. Bunch of thanks, mates! Keep up the marvelous work!

I also thank my family, Mamski and Papski, for giving me moral and psychological guidance as well as their spiritual and material support. Last but not the least, the One above all of us, the omnipresent God, for answering my prayers, for giving me the strength to finish the early stage of my pursuit of happiness, thank you so much Dear Lord.

 

*right before GR :P

Let's Play Together: The Beatles - Hey Jude

Prolog: been added to my playlist since last week when I was about to explode, and I have exploded already. screwed up. thank you, life!

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah

Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah yeah

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude

 

Writer: LENNON, JOHN WINSTON / MCCARTNEY, PAUL JAMES
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

Hey, June!

my favorite month ever.

let's just make it BETTER..