Showing posts with label shitty thingy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label shitty thingy. Show all posts

Saturday, 9 January 2016

This is My Society. How's Yours?

Society.
Being raised bounded to the "materialism" and "wealth" believes.
Someone is success if he or she accomplishes such level of wealthiness.
Someone is success if he or she is in the state of being rich and affluent; having a plentiful supply of material goods and money.
Someone is success if he or she has majestic property that has economic utility: a monetary value or an exchange value.
Someone is success if he or she has an abundance of material possessions and resources.

I, you, we, they
are
fascinated of the glimmering money and social status.

The gaps between the haves and the have-nots are in to a limb.

The green-eyed monsters are splattered all-around the isles of islands.

The joyless-eyed paupers are dashed hastily into the minuscule holes.

People are in a rush to compete who's having what.


Coup,


Why can't we just enjoy what we have now?





Saturday, 13 December 2014

nocturnal flower.

when 
you 


w   o       rrr  
y
o
u
R

 ass off


bbb ... u... ttt...



n
  o
    n 
      e 

appreciates you.






Wednesday, 19 November 2014

Nighty Night.

Starry, starry night.
Oh, dear nighty night.

Hazy, dazy night.
Oh, love nighty night.

Blurry, blurry night.
Oh, darling nighty night.

Glossy, gauzy night.
Oh, sweetheart nighty night.

Pick up my phony phone.
Oh, baby nighty night.

Reply my texty text.
Oh, honey nighty night.

Read my chatty chat.
Oh, sparky nighty night.


Tuesday, 4 November 2014

Afternoon Talks: I've got worry, with SHAKY hands.

"MY LIFE IS SO FREAKISHLY PRICELESS, SO DON'T BOTHER THE UPS AND DOWNS AND SHAKY SHAKES!"

self-motivation edition.
trying to train my mind to see the GOOD in every-frigging situation.

hardships may come and go like they even care.




Sunday, 5 October 2014

Menggila dalam Sepersekian Detik.

jerit
ingin aku menjerit
diri bagai terhimpit
laiknya mata menyipit
gurau di ujung jalan 
bercerita kepadaku
gardu di perempatan
memanggil namaku
dunia gila
ya,
dunia gila
terjerembab raga
masuki lembah nista
seketika mengumpat
tertangkap bajing loncat
hilang kesadaran
telanjang
bulat
kaki terlipat
persimpangan jalan
rumah baruku



monday madness
21052007

Saturday, 27 September 2014

dan, lalu, kemudian, hilang.

tetapi kemudian aku hilang.

sejurus kemudian aku bimbang.

namun kemudian dia datang.

lalu kemudian membawaku pulang.



hingga kemudian barisan kata ini tertuju untukmu, KRL sayang.
dan kemudian lari lajulah ke tanah abang.

Saturday, 19 July 2014

Afternoon Talks: Random Thoughts Episode #1

WHAT

THE

HECK

AM

I

DOING

HERE?

Girl with Hair Ribbon, c.1965 Posters by Roy Lichtenstein · Girl with Hair Ribbon, c.1965. Art Print - 12 x 12 in. Art Print 1 12 x 12 in. Roy Lichtenstein




dear friends, hold me.

Sunday, 13 July 2014

9 July 2014: Not Merely INKY Little Finger


As we all supposed to know, last Wednesday was a totally historical day for us, Indonesian. We got the chance to directly choose our future leader. Our so called president (and the vice, of course). The one we elected to preside over our country, our nation, the chief executive or the head of state of  our beloved Republic of Indonesia. So to speak, Indonesia is a majestic archipelago; thousands of islands lie within, hundreds of distinct native ethnicity and languages. Indonesia has gone through some riotous time; when natural disasters, separatism, corruption, chaos, tumultuous era, in which our beloved reformation heroes have struggled to bring down the authoritarian regime, -- and intervals regarded as a distinct evolutionary or developmental phase in our economic growth.

To a stated extent, common partake oneness has been established, determined by Bahasa Indonesia as our national language, ethnic diversity, religious pluralism within major Muslim population. Recalling back to our country's own motto from our great great founding fathers, "Bhinneka Tunggal Ika" (Unity in Diversity), endow the diversity that molds us. Molds Indonesia. The question is, is it still remaining? Poverty remains widespread, scarcely, scattered. Despite its rapid growing economy, the conspicuous disparity between the haves and the have-nots spreads pervasively. This is the reason why I insisted to take part in once in a half decade party. The Presidential Election. It is our rights as a citizen to give a vote for our nation's future (although seemingly quite apathetic before..)

LOL, wait a sec, I've never been so chatty about my country so far. Well, that's a point. Here's the thing. I landed in BSD safe and sound on Sunday morning, July 6th, 2014 (the day when the govt closed the A5 form registration). Bringing a (it's a major mistake!) C6 form to Pak RETE house, I asked my friend to join me, to confirm to the Pak RETE if we could give our votes. Pak RETE, came in, with some bugger on his eyes. He said it's OK to bring the form and used our local identity card (though the govt said it was an E-- electronic ID card, shame on you!) and pointed TPS 29 (the place we gave our vote). I asked him back, to reassure that we could REALLY vote, "do we need to bring A5 form, sir?" He answered me confidently, "Nope, just bring this form and your copied ID, go directly to TPS 29). Hearing that pleasing answer, I stepped out his house merrily.

Wednesday, July 9th, 2014
around 09.45, Sect. I.2, BSD City, Southern Tangerang.
I walked to TPS 29 which was located just 100 m from my boarding house. those bratty pakde(s) welcomed us. They asked for our A5 forms. I said I didn't have it, but Pak RETE told me to go to this TPS. One of the pakde confronted me and laughed at me when I he asked me the name of that Pak RETE. OH HOLY SHOO. I went to another TPS. Same thing happened. Another TPS. Deja vu. Great. One of the Pakde in TPS 31 suggested that I had to go to the nearest district council to register my A5 form. I got various doubtful info from some of my friends living outta town.

10.15, Rawabuntu District Council. 3 km away from my b'house.
The doors were closed. So did the windows. Some motorcycles were parked outside. I noticed one of them are Pak RETE's. My friend seemed unsure that they were open. I urged myself to the entry door. HAHAHA. "Don't you dare to give a shit. I know they are inside. Let's go." I said to my friend. They were indeed inside. Pak RETE too. I avowed solemnly. Seeking any good news from him. But you know what's his answer? "Sorry, I forgot to tell you that I had just been woken up. I didn't fully aware of what form you brought." WHAT THE HEY HO. IT'S TOO LATE. I went back home frustrated.

12.00 Sect. I.2, BSD City, Southern Tangerang.
I went back to TPS 31. I saw people queued. They were arguing about the citizen's rights to give the vote. The Pakde(s) from TPS refused to budge and insisted that we couldn't give the vote. It's only for the local IDs. Shortly, I turned back and rode my motorcycle, trying to find another TPS.

12.30 Sect XIV-Victor Pamulang.
Not EVEN SINGLE TPS accepted my ID card.

12.45 Sect. XII, around St. John Catholic School
a great amount of people queued in front of a TPS. we approached that TPS, hoping they could accept our IDs. 30 mins waiting...........................................................................................................
We spoke to one of the Pakde, told him the long way story about that day, and... That Pakde asked us to give our IDs and all we had to do was wait. GOOD HEAVENS! Finally, moderate and open minded people, I thought.

01.27 Sect. XII, around St. John Catholic School
I HAVE VOTED!

and this.. this isn't merely inky little finger. it's a worth-struggle and accountable little finger. big and immense responsibility behind these little fingers.







Monday, 24 March 2014

Dari Coelho, Lewat Brida.. #2

T: Jadi, kalau begitu, apa gunanya mencari jawaban?

J: Kita tidak mencari jawaban. Kita menerima, lalu hidup menjadi lebih intens, lebih bercahaya, karena kita memahami setiap menit, setiap langkah yang kita ambil, memiliki arti yang lebih dalam dari sekedar diri kita sendiri. Kita menyadari di suatu tempat dalam ruang dan waktu, pertanyaan ini sesungguhnya memiliki jawaban. Kita menyadari bahwa memang ada alasan untuk keberadaan kita di sini, dan bagi kita, itu sudah cukup.



Sunday, 16 March 2014

Thanks for Warning Me. :)

Prolog:

going a bit mainstream. I just can't crack his code. he's just so unfair. well, might be me, tho. bewilder me, sun of a beach.

".......... and I still don't know why, WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH?"



Thursday, 28 November 2013

Tuesday, 26 November 2013

Iced Tea Analogy (((DISCLAIMER)))

lemme spark off this post with a tweet I found truly tickling:

23 Nov
NOW this is what I call a pickup line: “Know this: I am addicted to you. I have tasted your mind, and I cannot forget its flavour.”

and it clearly revealed that the teeth marks you left on my skin still felt itchy bitsy spider. (if you know what I mean, here, but well, just nevermind, the bollocks.) couple months ago, I had this heart to heart convo with one of my bests @pemiapeak this lovely chatterbox told me something quite surprising yet despising. OH WELL. but even so, now, by all odds, I have to thank her for her heartwarming analogy. for helping me go stand thru the hardest part of living on my own life. about de-attaching from something I used to be addicted to. from something I've been tempting to taste. about something that I can hardly resist to forget. 

it's the iced tea analogy.


"without question and beyond doubt, we have to know exactly when is the right time to lessen or EVEN stop consuming sugary iced tea. it can cause serious illnesses like diabetes, cavities, or even SEVERE ACUTE ROMANCE SYNDROME. in hence, inhale the negativity, but exhale the positivity. try to manage your emotion and reduce any strong feeling you have. for your own sake........"

and I was like,

  

 *beep sound*


*PLAAAAAAKKK*

 




Monday, 25 November 2013

an unbearable degree of sentimentality: note to self



It's no use crying over spilled milk, so...
Don't cry over spilled milk. 

Do not be upset about making a mistake, since you cannot change that now.







Being upset over something that has already happened and cannot be changed.




Getting upset over certain things, like the spilled milk, it's DEFINITELY not going to fix any-single-stupid-thing.

Wednesday, 9 October 2013

Short Mezzanine Sparks

I remember the day after I woke up & I was heartbroken that he was gone. I just felt, "Ok, so I have to wake up and have another BRIGHT day"

It might be the worst thing has happened in my life, but I should remember some people out there have the worse thing happen in their life.

Then I was thinking, our love was way too meek to seek.

Well, it's just better for us not to be together anymore. You seemed a lot more happier than before. I've drawn away, yet I have to get myself back. Back to the real world. I have my own and so do you. 

The worst lie ever comes out is, "It could be so sweet when someone I (used to) love is happy with someone else."


courtesy of @minddeer - your heart isn't mine but I'm fine :)))



Monday, 16 September 2013

(bukan) balada konspirasi hati.






seketika larut dalam pusaran angin penuh aroma magis bernama gundah gulana.

entah sudah berapa lama sinkronisasi hati dan pikiran tak sejalan.

menimbulkan letupan atomik pertanda keduanya protes.

mereka ingin rujuk kembali.

mereka ingin berjalan seirama.

mereka ingin bergumul melawan keterpurukan ini bersama.

kemudian momentum itu tiba-tiba datang.

menyeruak masup.

menyela.

seperti badai interupsi kala sidang paripurna.

sekali kedip dia hilang.

di pertigaan.

semoga selamat sampai tujuan. tujuanmu paling akhir.

awal dari sebuah akhir.


Wednesday, 21 August 2013

baru-baru ini..

"telah habiskah gaya gravitasiku, sehingga kerap ku merasa kau mulai menjauh dari orbitku?"

hubungan-hubungan pendek membikin kita yakin bahwa cinta itu tidak istimewa-istimewa amat.







mencantumkan penggalan "Larung" karya Ayu Utami.

Wednesday, 31 July 2013

current circumstances #1

apparently I have been thrown back to the college life. it's far more complicated, tho. educational concern. oh, gawd. 3 days in a life time.

and as Curriculum 2013 arrives, I have to prepare good byes to English subject for elementary school. it'll only be an extracurricular activity.

well, I shouldn't be way too overrated in responding this issue, at least I have to keep one thing on my mind,
YOUR JOB IS NOT YOUR CAREER.